A Lesson in Self – Annihilation

    

Where am I?

Unsighted in the dark

I stumble over things with blind eye

I have finally fallen with no bulwark

   

I faintly remember my life

Disgust for the existence I had

Left in isolation like a lowlife

In all aspects of my time I was deceived

  

 Why me? I cried to god

I waited, without any answer

I was left in an untrod

Let down yet again, a failure

    

Departing was my only option

Cutting my wrists

Brought me retribution

From my sinfulness

   

Many times I attempted to die

That many times I failed in vain

'My last oppurtunity' I whispered, with a sigh

I fell from the tallest building, crashing down like a plane

   

'I have landed somewhere' I inferred, finally!

'But where am I' I thought feeling my blains

I listened to the souls howling in agony

Saw two black like shadows with huge chains

   

Chaining my legs and hands, to hell I was dragged

In glee they threw me in the lake of burning sulphur, obeying satan

Screaming with ghastliness I fell, with excruciating pain I sagged

In comparison my life was much sweeter, 'What have I done?'

      

NOOOOOO! I woke up panting from the nightmare

'Forgive me Lord' I prayed in delight

For trials and tribulations are parts of life, for my welfare

My death is only god's right

    

I was inspired to write about self annihilation. At least one point in our lives we go down 'that' road. There is always a solution to our problem irrespective of the solution being sweet or sour. If there's a will, there's always a way. Hope this poem came out well.

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