Loneliness...

 Chill wind brushing my skin

Thinking of your gentle touch

Tinge of sadness breaking my heart

A drop of tear falls....

Ourselves against each other

Blaming this cruel world

Burying our hearts

Falling without each other....

Wish you could

Hear this bleeding heart

Thumping our memories into me

Living every moment needing you....

My Beast

Standing on the edge

 A broken heart in my hands

Screaming into the storm

Among the dark clouds

 My wounds blending in

 Wondering why my pain

Feeds to your strength

Weakening me

Nourishing you

 Eating me away 

Yet

You will always be my wild beast

Wait

 

Sitting on this huge grey wall

Surrounded with loneliness

Unable to find you, I panic

Realising you have left and gone

For your precedences

Without me, I understand

This wall can never be broken

Trapped here perpetually

Yearning for you, I wait.

Your Word

 

You promised the world

But you disappeared

You promised to call

But you never picked my calls

You promised to keep me happy

But you only caused me pain

You still promise me all

But you are never there to fulfil it all

A Ray

A pleasant face

Lighting me with a smile

A tight embrace

Surrounded with your peace

A sweet surprise

Showing your care

A sign of your love

Taking me into your future

You are my ray of light

Complex

A complex existence

Suffocated and left to die

With little life left

I carried on

With multiple wounds still sore

Trying to live like you desire

Willing to let go all I have

Yet it isn’t enough

I am puzzled and clueless

Is this how everything is?

With throbbing pain

Loneliness is my only companion.

Cold Feet

Fear of the unknown

Of what the future might hold

With all the disorientated thoughts

Fear of the one

Holding the restraints

Chained for life?

Fear of the tryst

Causing breathlessness

It’s nothing but cold feet.

Unyielding Obsession

An obsession so deep

Our love so raw

I hunger for you 

With an aching soul

Waiting to make you mine

Your smell intoxicating

Yearning to caress you

A heart beat so tender

A beauty so rare

Watching you thrive

With undying passion

I will attain you


....... 

Your immortal beast

Dark Crossroads

 

A million shattered pieces

Unable to wipe away the etches

No one to comprehend

No strength to defend

Trusting illusory words

Facing the dark crossroads

Yet again, history repeating

With heightened nailing

Nothing left to blame

Life is a damn shame

Extremes

Reality, a nightmare

Or an impair

You are a delusion

Stuck in my haven

Torturing me perpetually

As I stare at you blankly

A ghost chase

Dead and gone without a trace

Expunge my psyche

That is torn badly

A remote life

 PLAY

Life running swiftly forward

Trying to keep up

PAUSE

Suddenly stuck in a period

In a dark barren land

REWIND

Turning around to see

The flashes of imagery

PLAY

Opening my eyes to the present

To a bright shiny day

PAUSE

Stuck between the walls

Recalling the anguish and the cries

REWIND

Dashing through the black snow

Slipping n falling, over n over

PLAY

Fun and laughter

People all around

PAUSE

Stuck in the darkness of mind

Lost and terrified

REWIND

Footsteps running towards me

Ending in blinding darkness

STOP

Screaming to the reality

Yet another nightmare

Hope

With million words

In 500 dollar bills

A false promise

Gift or curse

Etched perpetually

Vanished into eternity

A Tranquil time

Nomadic state of mind

Living with a spectre

An expired nightmare

Finally ending the desolation

Yearning for future with anticipation

Inane choices

 Chose not to escape

Trapped existence

Inane salt droplets

Sinking in linctuses

Piercing and stabbing

Over and over

Cerise ubiquitously

An ominous shadow

Waits for the last breath

Butterflies

Gyrating mind....
Running swiftly....
Unable to focus....
Pounding beats....
In a spell, only....
When you’re beside me.

Death Rope

Years without a trace

Life without an embrace

 Frozen for life

Unable to move a knife

Tears of blood

Like wounded

With endless woe

Help me to elope

From this death rope

Feelings

Lost in thoughts
Smell of wet grass
Gentle wind brushing her cheeks
Strands of hair tickling her skin
Dewdrops glistening in the moonlight
A tinge of pain in her heart
She opens her eyes
and finds him holding her in his arms

The Lost

Lost mind,

Vanished memories,

Mislaid promises,

Misplaced thoughts,

Running off track,

Past is gone,

Nowhere to be found,

Love gone astray,

With absent future,

And hidden secrets,

Dreams out the window,

Unable to redeem,

Disappeared without trace,

Days drifting away,

Ripping me apart,

The irretrievable,

My irrevocable,

Forfeited with weakness,

After everything down the drain,

Left me wandering in the dark,

And without a kiss goodbye...

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Vision

A vision I see,

When watching TV,

Worrying about my eye,

Twitching awry,

A translucent picture,

Showing me the future,

Seated on a chair,

With the doctor aware,

Advising nothing to fret,

Your eye is perfect,

Snapping out of the claims,

Assuming mind can play games,

Next day at the hospital,

Worries rolled in a bundle,

In the doctor’s room,

Vision replaying with a boom,

In awe and with popping eyes,

Trying to understand these complexes,

Premonitions or visions,

As long it has optimistic outcomes.

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Yearning for her

Waiting for my true love,

Praying earnestly above,

Many passing months,

Time seeming like zillionths,

Nurturing her from head to toe,

Seeing her rising, I am filled with a glow,

In dreams, I see her ever stunning face,

A vision etched on my mind, never to erase,

Constantly vanishing in my dreams,

Fear gripping me in extremes,

Perplexed whether I am ready or not,

Scared she might disappear without a thought,

I see her, a creation anew,

Realizing dreams do come true,

With tiny hands and feet, wanting to mobile,

Looking at me with a pleasant smile,

I shed a tiny tear with contentment,

This child making me whole, a parent,

Embracing her, never wanting to be apart,

My life now made meaningful with this sweetheart.

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An Unforgettable Adventure

I remember the time, waiting for vacation,

At a young age, ready to spring into action,

Royal treatment with bouquet,

In traveler’s bungalow to stay,

Playing around with siblings,

Watching numerous Telugu movies,

In the theatres with a banquet,

Visiting this village a kismet,

Place surrounded by woods,

Sleeping oblivious to falsehoods,

As darkness folds, sudden sting of pain,

Screaming while holding my blain,

Now everyone on the huge table,

Turning the lights on in a grumble,

Finding black scorpions scattered ubiquitously,

Calling the help, wanting to move hastily,

Only to find the neighboring cottage,

Filled with poisonous snakes in a ravage,

Extreme weather ramming deadly insects,

Into our haven, with no prospects,

Envisioning the table to be our sack,

Spending our night without an attack,

Packing our things to flee at the first light,

Years later, I narrate this escapade tale with delight.

Well this is an incident experienced by someone dear to me at their childhood which occured in Kodur in 1971, a small village in Andhra Pradesh, India. I couldnt imagine to be in a place filled with scorpions. That's just the place for nightmares!!

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